Ok ok, I know I suck for not posting about my boyfriend before this, but........*thinks*.....*sprains brain*....ok so I don't have a good excuse, Im just lazy as hell.

Ok, so how does one start about the man of her dreams?...hmmmmmmmm....*thinks really really hard*......*feels something pop in my brain* ok someone remind me to stop doing that.

We met about 2 months ago online (which for some, I know doesn't count since I haven't met him in person, but it does to me) in this virtual world, where I was working as a sex slave (believe it or not). Im not even sure how it happened, we started out as friends just chatting & all...& then one thing leads to another, & we've been a couple for a month. And yes we've talked outside of this world too, so I know Im not completely delusional.

He has got to be the absolute sweetest guy Ive ever met in my entire life!!!! I didn't think it was possible to find everything Ive ever wanted in one man, but here it is.

Ok girls, here's the juice. He's 23, german (so yes amazingly hot accent......WOOOOOT), about 6'3", brown hair, green eyes, & he's studying in the IT field (which is too fuckin awesome since I know nothing about anything related to technology). He makes me laugh to no end, which is awesome cause anyone that knows me knows that I find a sense of humour the most attractive quality about anyone.
He's so amazingly sweet...he calls me spatzi which is german for little sparrow  ^.^
He's incredibly sensitive & caring...which is awesome, cause I don't want a man that's a hard ass like my father.
And he's great with kids (his nieces & nephews) which is seriously like the hotest thing ever. He was talking to me one day & he had his one niece on his shoulders, tickling his other niece, & let his nephew steal his keyboard & start talking to me.....HOW FUCKIN CUTE IS THAT?!?! I only wish he had a webcam on at the time, cause I swear I would have died laughing.

I swear you guys, he has absolutely stolen my heart & I can't get him off my mind no matter what I do.

Um...I think that's it...can't really think of anything else....um.....did I mention that I would choose him over Sam & Dean anyday of the week?!
Well, I just did.

I guess that's it though, if you guys have any questions just pop'em here & I'll do like a Q&A post.

xxoo  ; )

OMG YOU GUYS IM SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even know how long Ive been away, but Im horrible for not being on & not talking to my girls.

There is a very good reason I swear...he's 23 & lives in Germany...need I say more?!

SQUEEEEEEEEE

Ok, shit, I gotta get ready for work. I don't know if Ill be on more because he's taking up my whole world now, which I know isn't good, but SQUEEEEEE

Anyway, I totally love you guys & I feel horrible for being away soo long

*molsets entire flist*

OK fuck it!!! 

Yes my brain is still in holiday mode, but jesus fuck dude wake up!!. I miss my girls way too much...I don't think there is any possible way I can stay away longer from you guys. But, since I am a super, super lazy creature, I don't really feel like checking any of the posts Ive missed. I am gonna start reading everything from January 5th onward.....problem?...no?...good! *beams*
If there is anything though that is significant in your lives or just something really nifty cool (*facepalm* omg I can't believe I said nifty), then just give me a heads up & I'll totally check it out.

*massive hugs & kisses to everyone* God I missed you guys. Life is just not as insanely good with out you!!!!

*breaths slowly* Ok, so by now, you all know that im bi & you've all heard the story about when I told my mum (who was absolutely fabulous).

Well, I kinda told my father today. I asked him (for some stupid fuckin reason) what he would say if I said I had a girlfriend. He just blinked & said, in the 'Im really disappointed in you'  voice, "I need to digest this"

*buries head in pillow* ...god...why did I tell him?! Why did I think my ultra conservative father would understand?!

How great do I feel right now?!...I just wanna crawl into a hole & die!!

Happy Birthday to my girl,  ladymango

You rock so hard!! Hope you had an absolute spanken day

I wanna say something very special to the only guy on my flist...so ya, he needs to luvin surrounded by fangirls like this

HAPPY BIRTHDAY jebusman

1)   HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY
to my amazing girlfriend Jamie (star_dancer54). Hope you have an amazing day hunny & Im sorry I can't be there to celebrate with you.

2)  Happy Anniversary to my girl Jamie too. We've been together for a month....ok so it doesn't sound like a big deal....BUT IT IS TO ME *beams*

*whimpers* ...ok, let me fill you in.  A while ago, my friend Jacki got me hooked on NCIS, & I now have season 1 on dvd.

Well, my awesome friend Tallie, burned seasons 2 & 3 for me. She gave them to me when I saw her at wincon & I was so fucken excited to finally have them, & we watched the first couple of eps on her laptop.

So, I just got around to trying them on my computer today.......& THEY DON'T WORK!!!! There's sound, but no picture. They won't even play on my goddamn dvd player. *flails* *sobs hystarically*

ETA: omg trollprincess ...jenn *massive huggles* you fuckin rock girl!!! Anything you need, I swear it's your's. Need a kidney at all?!

slytherinblack has a poll:

does birth order have anything to do with your favourite winchester?

Go check it out & pimp people!!

Ok...I did it....I'm out of the closet...well kinda.

The other day I told my mum I was bi. Frankly Im a little frightened by her reaction. There was no "omg what is the matter with you" or "this is not how you were raised" or "get out of the car...now". It was more along the lines of "well hunny, I knew that you were still figuring yourself out, as long as your happy & safe, it's all I care about".

O.O ....seriously!! I think I even did a double take.  Since I was kinda still in shock, I also told her that I was in a long distance relationship with a girl. There were the usual questions of course when you tell your mum about a new relationship...but she was totally cool with it. Talk about a load off my mind.

Now all I have to do is tell my dad....I think I'll bring a helmet, just for safety reasons....cause now, I really don't know what to expect!!! I don't know whether he's going to flip, say ya I kinda figured, or just not really care...

I think Im more confused now than when I started. But, at least I know that my mum hasn't changed...she's still there.

Hey guys,
I haven't done much along the creative side lately...just kinda in a funk I guess. But I have been able to do a few wallpapers


Enjoy!!

Now, if you'll escuse me, Im going to go die in my bed

hmm...ok Ive got a dilema...my 21st is in a couple weeks & I have absolutely no idea what I wanna do.
Any ideas?!?!?!

Omg though...I just realized...best birthday present ever...Supernatural...& I can actually see it on tv...I don't have to tape the fuckin thing *spins*

- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-headed. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Ya know...I just realized something...

no, it's not the fact that I'm a complete lost cause when it comes to...well...anything, cause I already knew that...

I realized that most of my icons were made by the amazingly cute & sexy anteka  ....isn't that veird?!

*thinks* ya know, I really should do a whole layout dedicated to anteka , cause yeth, she is just that cool!!

If you're female mark all those that apply to you and post as "Girl Confessions".
If you're a guy do the same and post as "Guy Confessions".
REMEMBER TO DELETE THE OTHER PERSONS ANSWERS!!!

paddle_slut 's Halloween party:

Alright guys, Im gonna music spam your ass!!!

I was asked by a bunch of my girls (ie. the amazingly fabulous ones that were in the van with me) to post the music that we listened to during our fuckin long roadtrip.
Seriously, I don't know how our boys could do a roadtrip every week...it's exhausting...but, then again, they're not completely surrounded by fanigrls.

But this totally has to be said: sylph_ironlight , quietdiscerning , trollprincess , ringwench , & exsequar  are seriously the greatest people ever to go on a roadtrip with. If a roadtrip ever has to be done again, you guys are so invited!!! We just have to be sure that there are more drivers next time; Jacki, Cassi, & Anne...I seriously don't know how you guys did it!!!!!

OK, getting a little off topic here...so...music spam right...here goes:

This is a mix of stuff that actually played on Supernatural. There were a bunch I couldn't find, so it's not totally complete, but it's the best I could do:
Supernatural: Season 1 Mix

Ok, so we really didn't listen to this like crazy like the rest of them, but Sarah & Cassi wanted it & I just can't say no to them:
Red Hot Chili Peppers: Stadium Archadium disc 2

And, I just had to add this one...it's fuckin hystarical:
The Rodeo Song...You Fuckin Jerk

Btw...anyone else still really tired besides me?!....*groans* & I still have to work tonight........ack.......

Also, if there's any songs that Ive missed...I apologise, the wincon plagues eating my brain...just let me know & I'll add them later


OMG SUPERNATURAL TONIGHT......& I DON'T HAVE ANY FANGIRLS TO WATCH WITH

*sobs*

ETA:  Oh jesus, Im such a knob..ok, here is a list of the songs that are in the Spn mix...Im so sorry you guys!!
( could I be anymore of a dolt.....don't answer that )

Hey everyone,

This is gonna be my last written post before I leave for WinCon. *squeels* OMFG you guys have absolutely no idea how excited I am.

Omg tallisen ringwench quietdiscerning starsouls1013 trollprincess  prepare to be completely glomped & squeeled at for the whole week!!!!

Omg, Im going to miss all of you so amazingly much! I'll be doing voice posts everyday & Im going to take a smack load of pictures that I'll post when I get back

And just so everyone knows, Im not going to be checking posts when I get back (except for Plastic!Winchester Theatre of course)...cause holy shit, there will be way too many. SO if there's anything that you really want me to see, email me at:  paddle_slut@hotmail.com

Oh Andie darlin, I still haven't gotten the shirt yet...but don't worry, I have a plan...you are so going to kill yourself laughing darlin.

 *amazingly huge hugs & kisses*  Don't get into any trouble without me!! *grins*